I've gotten locked up in paranoid delusions from funny substances in the past. I don't really want to share the exact stories, but I can say that reality was definitely somewhere between what you described/remember and absolutely nothing like you imagined.
What happened to me when I got spooked is that I began looking around looking out for what I was afraid of. Now, the first thing I saw may have been real, or it may have been an exaggeration of something completely harmless that I freaked out about because of the substances. Then, everything after that was tainted.
The old adage "Perception is reality" is malleable when under the influence. This is why drunks fight and have sex with people below their standards if they were sober.
All I am saying is that I have been there, but not at Roo. I can't imagine having a bad trip at Roo. the one I experienced was around a lot of people that I knew well and liked a lot - and it was still awful.
Come back to Roo. Experience it for what it is meant to be. I came the first time in '11 and didn't have a great time because the 2 girls I went with turned out to be 2 of the most obnoxious people on the planet, and all the party favors I got were fake, except for one little bit of fungus - and I fell out in the sun when I was on it....nobody around me came to my assistance, I just woke up later under the same tree I collapsed under. Alone.
When I look back, I had some awesome moments there. So I came back. With better company. And this year was AMAZING, even though I didn't love the lineup as much as I did for 2011.I don't think anyone here wants ANYONE to be left with a crappy vision/memory/opinion of one of the most free, loving, fun places on earth. Share a ride, find a way or make a way. Its worth it.
Yeah, maybe. Thursday night girls were hitting on me and it was a grand time. If I went again I would want to go with the people who have the best time. The kid I went with didn't want to have as much fun as I did.
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